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I woke up horny today
and on days like this, being the growing Christian I am,..
I really wish after Matthew came ‘sexual purity’. I would reluctantly bury my head in meditation, recite a few chapters, highlight the verses and mark them over to brother Luke..
Lust!
Though the desires are hormonal, it begins with the thoughts we entertain.
the movies we watch, the songs we listen to..
We’ve heard that!.. we all saw the advertisements
But nobody ever really told us what we can do when we are randy and there’s no ludo!
I know the Bible has all the answers..even on sexual relations in purity
but Songs of Solomon just isn’t sensual enough for our generation
not when we can sext with Kimojis.
speaking of which, nobody thinks of the eggplant emoji as a real eggplant for instance..because..well..lol.
In the words of Jannetikz,
‘I’m a virgin in the physical’ or celibate
but not in my mind hunny!
this brain will slide into your deep and back if I let it.
Point is, the deception started from infancy.
movies about sex and drugs..
Beauty pageants clad in swimwear..
Which is ironic, because even fish have scales.
Clearly, clothing matters to God!
I wish I could unlearn all the filth
Wish I could switch back to
‘london bridge is falling down’ instead of ‘it wasn’t me’ by Shaggy_ it was in the name!.. lol.
Our souls hard disks have downloaded junk
and we transition into adolescence overwhelmed by these sexual desires
clueless of decent outlets.
RME tried but let’s be honest, your high school teacher could never stop you from kissing your crush.
what does she know?!
when Alejandro and Esmeralda have already taught you how to do it.
so I crush on a guy and already, I imagine how his hands will caress my body like Beyoncé described..
how the rose pedals will be laid on the bed when we make love.
Don’t judge me.
Okay, maybe judge me..
But only after you’ve judged yourself
because I’m not alone, “we’re all in this together”
Lust!
Love Under Serious Testosterone
there are no acronyms or steps to help us overcome it..
no formulas, prayers or deliverance sessions..just fleeing!
Now that reminds me of Joseph.
If I could touch his robe as it lay at the feet of Potiphar’s wife..
I’d savour every moment, draining the kind of power it takes to flee from it.
That must’ve been hard.
He must have had extra annointing but let’s analyze shall we?
I say Joseph was smart
he knew staying = sinning + disrespecting potiphar + disgracing God – the pleasure of his flesh
all divided by the favour of God on his life.
so he left..
because from the equation, his favour would’ve been curtailed by inverse proportion had he stayed.
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Fleeing will cost you!!
you might be naked and blue _ pun intended…
but it’s better than the ‘David and Bathsheba’ thriller.
One mistake set off a trail of tragedies in his life:
four of his children died
his daughter was raped by incest
concubines openly disgraced
death of a valiant soldier
rebellion in his kingdom
flaw in his character
God’s name dragged
I may be randy but unlike David, i know no Nathans
my story might be worse..
I guess Joseph is my best bet.
So dear Lord, I woke up freaky
but on days like this and many more to come,
teach me, like Usain, to Bolt!
~sheyla~