Goosebumps
I think talented distraction is real
I’m talking about the seeming approval of God just because your talents are a blessing
I dare say, there’s a difference between a blessing and a conviction to change
I can agree and not be moved to take a step
That’s real
And so I’m sorry.
Sorry for thinking the outbursts of Your presence in my room occasionally is a stamp of Approval when I’m living in sin
That’s not all there is to you
these Goosebumps!
Some talents will go unrecognized
Some actions will only be spoken of later in years to come
No matter how loved, i am not indispensable to not be cast aside
So i have to throw away the fallacy and come correct with you.
So what I’ve been marred?
So what I’ve been hurt?
There’s still a standard to meet
One of holiness and flesh sacrifice
There’s so much I don’t understand because I’ve not searched
I’m still living in comfort at the expense of my spirit.
This is real
This walk is real
And I’m tired of my own excuses
Help me please 🙏🏾
~ sheyla ~